I think I have been holding together pretty well considering how much has been happening at once, but I totally had a meltdown yesterday.

It was a result of:

1. Finding out I had gained back 5 pounds in a week
2. the delivery of my desk being delayed
3. my printer not working just when I needed this important thing done
4. No one coming to my online class I worked so hard on
5. eBay Accounting Assistant not working with QuickBooks
6. a theatre pulling out of a Three Oranges performance (I lost like $200 on that one) because they said I never emailed them back. (It seems that they were emailing the wrong address.)
7. My insurance company rejecting my last procedure which
8. mysteriously turned up that there is nothing wrong even though I was sicker this weekend than I have been in a long time
9. the UCAC almost taking me off their insurance because my payment didn’t get there in time
10. the fact that my payment was delayed because I couldn’t find an envelope to mail it in in all of the chaos of boxes
11. The fact that we are still living out of boxes because we haven’t had time to unpack them
12. and all the wedding stuff that hasn’t even been started yet, some of which, like the honeymoon, we have pretty much passed the deadline for

It was a lot of little things, but the problem was that, everywhere I looked, there were reminders of how much I had to do and it just made things worse until I had a meltdown.

Steve was awesome, though. He listed to me rant, fixed my printer and BBQ-ed me turkey burgers so I could eat comfort food without going over my points.

So, yeah, that is why I am all about that section I quoted below today.

I am going to catch up bit by bit and try not to get stressed.

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