May 27 2008
Could I vauge it up a little more?
So there is this thing that I was, at first, sort of dreading. Then I was angry about it and then I finally just resigned myself that it was going to happen and became zen.
But then, out of the blue, something happened that saved me from what I had been dreading and I was back in the game and put it out of my mind. I have been chugging along happily and everything was dandy.
Today I was bopping around one of the social networking sites reading other people’s updates when I read something that may mean that I should start worrying about that thing again. It was from some other people who are in similar, but not exact situations as me with said thing. From the messages, they should totally be worrying about the thing, but I am not sure if I should be or not.
Before, when I had resigned myself to it, I would have been like “bring it on.” But now, I had gotten all comfy in the idea that I was safe and the idea of it happening now is terrifying.
Not to mention that I am not even sure if I know what I think I know. You ever try to glean actual information using only status updates? It’s near impossible.
Should I worry about something that I might be mis-reading? If only I could just turn the zen back on. That was helpful.
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